I was sitting in my chair, pondering, and asking God questions. What lack I yet? What stands between you and me? I’m ready to do whatever you tell me to do. Father, what do I need to do to know thee? What is required of me to obtain a promise of eternal life? How can I get a promise, the everlasting covenant directly from you? Hebrews 6:13
God, I want to tell you what
I’m sure you already know about me and ask some questions. I try to be a good
dad and family man and keep the commandments. On the outside, it may appear all
is well with me, but on the inside I feel so very much undone, unfit, and
unclean Isaiah
6:5.
Is it possible I have just
been going through the motions and following the precepts of men and have
missed something vital? Have I overlooked receiving the rest, which you have
to offer me? Matthew
11:28 Have I ignored your power to free me from sorrow, fear, and the hard
bondage of Babylon?” Isaiah 14:3-4
I am lacking a lot, much of
which I cannot obtain alone. I am asking for your help. I need mercy,
forgiveness, and heavenly assurance of my status. I want to know where I stand
with you. I believe Jesus Christ to be my Redeemer and friend with power to
save. I believe in His sacrifice, atonement, crucifixion, death, resurrection,
and ascension to heaven.
I have heard witnesses and
read the visions of others who know Christ and have been in His presence. I want
to know Him myself independent of any other.
I know it is only through Christ I can be saved Helaman 5:9.
What is blocking the path between Jesus and me? Perhaps, I am feeling much like
the young man that asked Jesus similar questions.
“And, behold, one came and
said unto him, Good Master, what good thing shall I do, that I may have eternal
life?
And he said unto him, Why callest thou
me good? there is none good but one, that is, God: but if thou wilt enter into life, keep
the commandments. He saith unto him, Which? Jesus said, Thou shalt do no
murder, Thou shalt not commit adultery, Thou shalt not steal, Thou shalt not
bear false witness, Honour thy father and thy
mother: and, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. The young man saith unto
him, All these things have I kept from my youth up: what lack I yet”? Matthew19:16-20.
I remember the words of
Jesus, and I relate to the young man who had sufficient faith to ask. It is
highly unlikely you, God, will give an answer, a test, or instructions to those who
are reluctant to even ask D&C
103:31. We cut ourselves short when we lack faith to ask, are unwilling to
hear, and demonstrate little desire to act. When we have a determination to serve you to the end, we will truly
manifest it by our works D&C
20:37. When we draw near unto Christ, seek Him diligently, ask questions,
and knock, it shall be opened unto us and answers will surely come. Matthew 7:7, D&C
88:63
The young man put forth the
effort to ask. He cared enough to
inquire with a sincere heart and real intent. Jesus answered his question
directly. “Jesus said
unto him, If thou wilt be perfect, go
and sell that thou hast, and give to the poor, and
thou shalt have treasure in heaven: and come and
follow me. But when the young man heard that saying, he went away sorrowful: for he had great
possessions” Matthew 19:21-22.
The Lord knew this young man
perfectly. What Christ asked him to sacrifice was exactly what the young man
valued most. It proved to be very difficult to yield and give up his riches. He
struggled to make this sacrifice to the Lord, sorrowed, and failed to surrender
his possessions and lay them upon the altar. He forfeited eternal life for
the things of the world, his possessions.
I am aware that sacrifice is
required to obtain eternal life. When I make an acceptable and sufficient
sacrifice unto you, I will not seek your face in vain. I will know you
and receive a promise of eternal life. This was confirmed again to me when
reading the Lectures on Faith prepared by the Prophet Joseph Smith.
“Let us here observe, that a
religion that does not require the sacrifice of all things, never has power
sufficient to produce the faith necessary unto life and salvation; for from the
first existence of man, the faith necessary unto the enjoyment of life and
salvation never could be obtained without the sacrifice of all earthly things:
it was through this sacrifice, and this only, that God has ordained that men
should enjoy eternal life; and it is through the medium of the sacrifice of all
earthly things, that men do actually know that they are doing the things that
are well pleasing in the sight of God. When a man has offered in sacrifice all
that he has, for the truth's sake, not even withholding his life, and believing
before God that he has been called to make this sacrifice, because he seeks to
do his will, he does know most assuredly, that God does and will accept his
sacrifice & offering, & that he has not nor will not seek his
face in vain. Under these circumstances, then, he can obtain the faith
necessary for him to lay hold on eternal life.” Lectures on Faith 6:7 (Pages60-61)
It seems clear that in order
to receive the promise of eternal life and to know that I am doing the things
that are well pleasing in your sight, I must submit and be willing to sacrifice
all that I possess, even my own life if necessary. Anything I possess or
anything over which I have choice or control may be required. All things must
be sacrificed to obtain redemption and the promise of eternal life. I must withhold nothing
from you, God. You know the tests that will
sufficiently prove me. I must be willing to make the required sacrifice when
you ask.
Oh my goodness! It's as if you scripted the words from my mind! Thank you for having the gift to write out the desires of your heart because they are mine. I just have not received that gift yet.
ReplyDeleteThank you! You have brought clarity to my thoughts.